I went shopping at Trader Joe’s last night with the hubby and baby J. We asked his mother to come by and watch the 3 older kids for an hour. There’s something about shopping without kids that is quite refreshing. Josiah is only 3 months old, so he’s still mom’s little buddy and goes with me everywhere, he was an angel at the store and slept for most of our meanderings.
As we were shopping I saw these:

They looked good, sitting so lovely and all alone on the freezer shelf of Trader Joe’s.
I was very tempted to buy 2 boxes, which is what the old me would have done. Being pregnant for so long, it’s become quite natural for me to give into every craving I’ve had. I would justify it when I was with child, and rightfully so. Even now (45+ pounds later) I don’t regret giving-in to those pregnant cravings for ice cream, Taco Bell or xLarge french fries! For me, it was part of the experience and helped get me through those long months of being uncomfortable.
So even though I still look round and with child, I’m happy to say I’m not pregnant. Nothing makes a girl want to loose weight than having strangers ask her when her due date is. (yes this has happend to me 3 times over the last few weeks!)
It’s taking purposeful thoughts to say NO to unhealthy cravings. Espeiclaly to delicious things like chocolate filled french toast….tell me that doesn’t just sound amazing: warm, with syrup, maybe some whipped cream and a hot cup of coffee.
AHHHH I HAVE TO STOP! I can’t go there. I can’t wallow in what I can’t have…instead I should enjoy what I can eat, and truth be known, when I eat healthier I feel so much better.
I love Philippians 3:20-21 But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Savior from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.
I want God’s power to help me bring everything (yep, even my cravings) under His control. I’m beginning to believe that eating healthy is something God cares about and can actually bring me closer to Him.

Oh and Hubby brought home flowers for me yesterday from the Farmer’s Market, these make me smile! I just had to share.










